Long time no blog =P

Nothin new.. regular stuff.. i havent been having my period for like 2 months now n i took 4 pregnancy tests n it tested negative.. errbdy says im pregnant ciz m showing bumps(which~! d reason is dat i ate a lot) then d way i act is different like m preggy or somethin. everythin i do ppo say im preggy! lol! m nooottttttt. i am not pregnant ok already! shet.. soo yeah, i just kant wait till its thursday so i kan have a check up, 2 see if im reli preggy or theres somn wrong with my period system in my body..

anyways~ as you've seen i'v updated a lil. didnt seem to wanna update before ciz m lazy. just view2. n yeah, linked some old ass friends from STPRI, WOOOP WOOO~ i miss you girls. heard soo much stories. candy broke up? maybe i've known dat but didnt see it komin. awwhh mas, m sorry ayte babes! but watevers dat makes u happy, do watchu gotta do babes! i love you MASTUNAH aka CANDY or watevers ur nickname now is. hahaha jk jk. love u hun!

and umm... heard dat its been rainin hella in brunei n hella bad storms too reachin tutong.. n dat its been flooding to houses n murdered 2 ppo. so m sorry to hear dat. i reli hope u guys stay safe tho.. especially my family in muara. i hope the flood dont hit them. they live on a 2nd story house anyways..

OHH EMM GEE!!! i miss my family back home reli reli fucken baddd!! all day errday all i kud think of is bout goin bek home. ciz i feel like its time to go home.. its time for me to see my family again. forreal forreal.. kiz u noe, who noes.. they're old.. who noes if its tym for them to.. u noe.. i dont want that to be happenin but who kan stop it except God. ryt? but all i kan do ryt now is pray for dem.. n i reli wanna fucken see dem alredy!! i wanna go home... but tym n all dis shit around me aint lettin me... fuck mayn...

annnndd yeeahh, its 9.30am here in seattle and im hungry for breakfast.. so ima go cook some eggs now n some noodles i suppose..

shout out to umm,
mastunah:
i love you!
marr:
i love you!
kiddy:
i love you!
wan:
i love you!


&& smua urg tah... aduuhh..

doin dat paper chasin,

Renzy*